Tears

For me this is an interesting topic. I am not a person who cries I don't like it I don't to it often. Friends and Family have seen in it but on rare occasions.

As I get older I do cry more often (or maybe I am finally okay with emotion) I find myself crying at silly things like "Undercover Boss". Those are tears of enlightenment that there are people out there who still do good things. Then I have tears of anger I am so mad I cant scream I just cry, which brings me to tears of sadness, which are the tears I use least (Anger brings on more then sadness). These are the tears I dislike the most I don't like to use them I don't show them often. If they are going to happen it will be in private (like in the shower, or at night by myself) Then there are these tears I cant even describe they just show up and sneak up on you! In the middle of a simple phone call watching a TV show At work while you are alone in the store. Nothing is wrong no explanation they just show up not really a cry but eyes well up and there are tears. Me not being a person comfortable with any tear... I don't understand these and I don't like them If I am going to cry or tear up I need a reason. So here is a quick favor to these tears.. " Dear unexplainable tears please calm down you make me uncomfortable talk to sad, angry, enjoyment and enlightenment. I need a reason for you can, we do something about this?"